I wanna get myself close to you

Friday, August 31, 2007

Went to Wan Hua's house yesterday with CLIQUE!! Suppose to have Mahjong but end up not playing, well it's still alright, still enjoyed. :D

Having HEADACHE since yesterday night, feeling so bad. Emotionally feeling bad too, VERY BAD. It's a mixture of many feelings, SAD, CONFUSE, etc. Just woke up not long ago, ever since I woke up, just don't know why, I keep having the feeling of crying. BUT!! What is the purpose of crying? I've cried once and very badly before and that's pointless.

Sometimes we all just need someone whom can really understand us and treat us specially, as in not like just a friend. When you feel like crying, there'll be a shoulder there for you to lean on to.

I need a person whom can really understand me and not any other.

Do you really care? If you really do, you will at least put yourself in my shoes and not being like a kid running around. I've been very patient with you at that time, keep calling you asking where are you when you are "bus-stop hopping". If I'm the one who is driving I REALLY don't mind driving around to look for YOU, but the fact that it is my friend who is driving. After SO many talking, seems like nothing is improving. You are still YOU, I'm still being MYSELF. This is what makes me feel like crying. What can we do?

Confused State

5:15 PM