I wanna get myself close to you

Thursday, July 5, 2007

today went out to town and had sakae buffet with girlfriend!! haha~ though don't have much money with me already but still i want to eat!! wahaha~ RAAHH~ she want to me to accompany her go all the way to waterloo street to buy cup cakes which the both of us don't know where the hell it is!! we ended asking around for the way to that place. end up the shop is located in corner which not much people will notice but!! they are still earning big money!! the cup cakes is DAMN BLOODY CUTE!! but end up she didn't bring anyone of them back home because you have to order it like 3-5days in advance!! haha~

this book is a very good book and worth investing in!! recently i don't have much cash to spare but Winston bought this book and so i can borrow from him to read now!! haha~ Winston!! you didn't regret investing in this book right? haha~ :D

PS: this cheese cake suppose to a surprise to you but you don't seems to be surprise at all. if a friend just pass you this, you would at least say "thanks!". I don't mind if you are not surprise though feeling a little sad, but you didn't even say "thanks". what that means? what i've did is not appreciated at all? but you've send mi a good night msg telling me you're turning in, i appreciated it a lot! but why are you treating me nice as and when you like? it's obvious you can reply my msg, but you did not reply me in the whole evening. i say it's obvious is because if your hp bill is busted then how can you reply my msg in the afternoon but not in the evening and you can send me a msg telling me that you're turning in?

its all about you <3

4:00 AM

walking alone along a pavement of our memory flashing on the wall.
thinking back what we've gone through and asked myself "is that all?".
trying hard to do as much as i can to gain a smile from you, but all i got was nothing at all.
once again i asked myself "what's more can you do?"
there was silence... no responds means "nothing you can do anymore".

3:21 AM

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Feelings right now are mixed. sad, happy.. I can't really define it. Why am I sad about? Did I just think too much? Sometimes maybe we just need to learn about how not to expect too much from your love ones. As what we always hear people saying that having a high expectation on something then the outcome would not be as what you expected. To a certain extent it is true though.

Recently many things happened around me makes me think a lot. Thinking "am I anybody to somebody?". You may find it weird to ask such question to yourself.
I just feel that things are not the really same as before in some way. I just don't know why.

PS: That packet of cookies suppose to be a surprise to you as I've made you sad. I was praying so hard you won't leave your house before I reach your door step just to be able to give you a surprise, but you still did left your house before I manage to reach your door step. I just want to cheer you up that all. I didn't manage to, and so walking away...

it's all about you <3

11:14 PM

FINALLY in school again!!

Feeling quite good as today I did filming, a 60sec video BUT!!! Its not as easy as it seems to be!! haha.. but still my teammates and I enjoyed a hell lot out of it! :D

here's the pics which I haven't upload since don't know when.. wahaha~

LOVE HONEY BUNCH!!! :D

4:17 PM