I wanna get myself close to you

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Feelings right now are mixed. sad, happy.. I can't really define it. Why am I sad about? Did I just think too much? Sometimes maybe we just need to learn about how not to expect too much from your love ones. As what we always hear people saying that having a high expectation on something then the outcome would not be as what you expected. To a certain extent it is true though.

Recently many things happened around me makes me think a lot. Thinking "am I anybody to somebody?". You may find it weird to ask such question to yourself.
I just feel that things are not the really same as before in some way. I just don't know why.

PS: That packet of cookies suppose to be a surprise to you as I've made you sad. I was praying so hard you won't leave your house before I reach your door step just to be able to give you a surprise, but you still did left your house before I manage to reach your door step. I just want to cheer you up that all. I didn't manage to, and so walking away...

it's all about you <3

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