Finally got to paddle on T1 today! =D Was so excited and scared. Scared that I will capsize.
Come to think of it what is there to be afraid about? In life, this is a lesson which we enrolled in from the moment we were born. Everything is a lesson to be learn. We learn to crawl then walk and then run. When we were young, we didn't even give up to all these obstacles. Now, why should we? =] The journey may be tough. You may be a slow learner or you may be weaker than the others. Only when you do not give up on yourself, that is when you have succeeded.
Last year when I joined canoe with Summer and Keith. They all laugh at me that I can not paddle further than 50m away from the pontoon. Now, after a year, my first time getting up onto a T1 gain. I managed to paddle 2 rounds and only capsize 3 times. =D Though it is not very good, but I think I did better than what I expected of myself.
I am the last person to try out T1. I am not afraid of being slow. I will catch up one day. =D
Win yourself and not others.
11:30 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
I am suppose to go for Canoe time trial now. But something is holding me back. What is it? The fear. Of? The fact that I have not tried a T1 before and now, imagine I have to go for time trial on that boat. I will definitely capsize. Who does not capsize for the first time they try? Yes, I know. I know I will capsize for the first time I try T1. But not during a time trial when everyone has at least tried rowing on that boat before when I did not. Definitely there will be someone out there whom is going to capsize later right? But that is nothing compared to me, someone whom have not even try T1 before. I do not want to do a test when I have not even pick up that book to study for that test. That is the fear.
*You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud*
7:59 AM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
REPUBLIC POLY VOLLEYBALL GIRLS! YOU GIRLS ARE DOING GREAT!
Though the girls lost to SP today, but it was a great fight! But somehow I feel that they can do better than this! =D On Wednesday when they played against TP it was a better fight! The girls fought hard although they know that TP is a strong team!
When to TP to watch POL-ITE game with Summer and met Sin Hwee there. He is the only one from the guys team whom came down to support the girls! Good job! =D After awhile Ben came then we watch RP VS SP till it end then we went to play volleyball! WOOHOO!! After everything in TP Summer and I went over to meet Nigel! After that the 3 of us went to AMK for dinner! Thank you Nigel for paying the cab fare! =P We were all very hungry so we quickly order our food! We ordered each a western set meal, plus BBQ sting ray and fried oyster!!! WOOT!! FAT!!! haha~ Well... I don't have to worry though~ hehe.. =P We chatted after our meal... It was so nice to just sit down and talk about anything we could think of and anything that pop up in our mind! haha!!! After that then we proceed home as it was quite late already.
Really miss playing volleyball in the court! So... MAYBE I will go back for volleyball training after POL-ITE game. My schedule is really full already... HOW?? I got tuition to give, school and canoe. I really feel like going volleyball training! To play with my team mates again!
I am very glad that Nigel finally get over it a little and Summer finally WOKE UP after a bathe! Wahaha!!!
We are the BEST thing that happened in our Poly Life!!!
LOVES! *What do you get when you fall in love? You get enough tears to fill an ocean That's what you get for your devotion. I'll never fall in love again.*
1:15 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
LOVE OF SIAM
This is an awesome Thai film with talented and gorgeous actors and actresses! This film won 6 Entertainment Awards in Asian Film Awards 2008! These young talents will definitely have a bright future ahead of them... Anyway... For those who have not catch this film PLEASE DO SO!!! haha~ You guys can visit crunchyroll to watch this film but it is without subtitles... =( But it is still worth watching! It is a very touching film!
Finally feeling better after a week long of being ill! I was down with fever, flu and cough since last Wednesday. Hope I will fully recover as soon as possible so that I can start my normal routine again! BUT! I will need to kick off a few bad habits!
Went to have a hair cut today and met up with summer, nigel, mya, ziq and johnne after that. Had dinner at KFC then proceed to Mac at Shaw house and bitch around. haha! Bettina is the new hot topic!! =P
