Went to Wan Hua's house yesterday with CLIQUE!! Suppose to have Mahjong but end up not playing, well it's still alright, still enjoyed. :D
Having HEADACHE since yesterday night, feeling so bad. Emotionally feeling bad too, VERY BAD. It's a mixture of many feelings, SAD, CONFUSE, etc. Just woke up not long ago, ever since I woke up, just don't know why, I keep having the feeling of crying. BUT!! What is the purpose of crying? I've cried once and very badly before and that's pointless.
Sometimes we all just needsomeone whom can really understand usand treat us specially, as in not like just a friend. When you feel like crying, there'll be a shoulder there for you to lean on to.
I need a person whom can really understand me and not any other.
Do you really care? If you really do, you will at least put yourself in my shoes and not being like a kid running around. I've been very patient with you at that time, keep calling you asking where are you when you are "bus-stop hopping". If I'm the one who is driving I REALLY don't mind driving around to look for YOU, but the fact that it is my friend who is driving. After SO many talking, seems like nothing is improving. You are still YOU, I'm still being MYSELF. This is what makes me feel like crying. What can we do?
Confused State
5:15 PM
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Woke up at 10am tis morning just to go gym with Tong Ri and Ben!! haha~ It has been long since we last hang out together, nice to gym with them!! haha~ Went for lunch and managed to catch up quite a lot.. :D
Today's weather is so good for sleeping!! But I don't like.. ;P
Going for tuition at Pasir Ris.. Hope that kid won't give me much problem.. haha~ Will be going mahjong at Wan Hua's house with Levin and Serene later on after my tuition!! YEAH!! Excited!! =D
4:05 PM
Life is about meeting people and then either people leaving you or you are leaving them. This is the cycle of life which is undeniable. Still remember quite some time ago I went to airport, I'll see people come and go. Some people met with happiness and some people met with sadness.. Airport is a place full of emotions..
Whether to leave or stay is up to one to decide. Life is ours, we make the decision for ourselves. Put in effort and you will definitely see the result. Though there is no 100% that IF you put in the effort and you will get what you want BUT AT LEAST YOU HAVE TRIED! IF you never try you will never know! I believe IF we really want that something we will definitely do whatever we can do to get it, but if we did not manage get it, just sit back and relax and tell yourself at least you have tried so no regrets..
When someone leaves us, be it parting or gone to a better place, just remember that they are NEVER TOO FAR AWAY. IF you love them, they will just be in a place, your HEART. The MEMORIES that you all or both shared will be preserved in that place, your HEART.
In this song "Never too far away" by Mariah Carey is really sweet. In this video listen to what she say and you will understand all..
"Everybody out there don't ever take anybody for granted. 'Cause you'll never know when you might lose them, and you might never get the chance to tell them how you really feel."
NEVER TOO FAR AWAY
1:27 AM
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Many things in life are complex, I have been living in a naive world of mine all this years. You know sometimes you just don't want to think that whoever may be a bad person or something, but in the real world, they can just be as bad as you can think of. This only goes to certain percentage of human beings but not all yeah.
Walking with a group of humans which you hang out normally, you think you really know them? Inside or outside only? Complexity. You won't know what others expect of you and we definitely have some expectation on some people. Your family,friends and your love ones. But we have to understand, we don't live for anybody but ourselves. Expectation is only to a certain extend we can't live up to every expectations that people has on us.
Just think. Do you really understand the people around you?
Feel like casting myself away... from the complex world... living with a simple life...
3:38 PM
Monday, August 27, 2007
I am very CRAZY over MARIAH CAREY!! =D She is the DIVA of DIVAS!! *to me =D* Her singing is FANTASTIC and her voice is so unique! The high pitch that she can reach is unbelievable!
Here is this song "Can't take that away" I want to intro to those people who are having lots of problems or something is bothering them.. After listening to this song, I really feel better when something is bothering me. I like the lyric and its is written by ,Mariah, herself during her high school days.
In this video I personally think that she looks a little like Victoria Beckham! =D Here's the video:
The part which I blocked is the part I think very meaningful and POWERFUL! Here's the lyric:
MARIAH CAREY
Can't Take That Away
They can say anything they want to say Try to bring me down But I will not allow Anyone to succeed Hanging clouds over me And they can try hard to make me feel That I don't matter at all But I refuse to falter In what I believe Or lose faith in my dreams
CHORUS: 'Cause there's a light in me That shines brightly They can try But they can't take that away from me From me
They can do anything they want to you lf you let them in But they won't ever win If you cling to your pride And just push them aside See I have learned there's an inner peace I own Something in my soul That they cannot possess So I won't be afraid And darkness will fade
'Cause there's a light in me That shines brightly They can try But they can't take that away from me
No They can't take this Precious love I'll always have inside me Certainly the Lord will guide me Where I need to go
They can say anything they want to say Try to break me down But I won't face the ground I will rise steadily Sailing out of their reach
Oh Lord They do try hard to make me feel That I don't matter at all But I refuse to falter In what I believe Or lose faith in my dreams
'Cause there's a light in me that shines brightly They can try But they can't take that away from me From me
2:41 PM
FINALLY managed to play volleyball at thebeachafter a LONG LONG time!! haha~ managed to tan too!! Went with my senior and joined his friends to play.. Friendly peeps!! Just gonna hit the beach every week and its gonna be a RAIN or SHINE event as its all aboutVOLLEYBALL!! =D Didn't manage to take any pics at the beach but took with my CLIQUE after the beach! Met them in town after my beach! :D
Levin is SO vain!!! haha~ :X
that all about the camwhores!! haha~
1:51 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007
You are mySUNSHINE My onlySUNSHINE You make me happy, when skies are grey.
Where is the SUN?? sigh.. have been falling sick recently.. the SUN is not out often so can't go sun tanning.. simply dislike this kind of weather..I miss playing beach volleyball !!
Levin is SO vain!!! haha~ :X
More to come ya!!! :D