beachlife

MR500

2009-03-29T23:20:00.002+08:00

Finally MR500 is over! It's a busy busy period right now as we r having many up coming events. Training will resume on Thursday, and tomorrow still have to reach sch at 9am for the stupid open house thingy! ARGH~ =( i need to get enough SLEEP!

We, both RPC and RPDB did well for this MR500 events! WELL DONE guys and girls!! =D This is the first time I watched a Canoe competition... I can feel how competitive it is... Seeing them pushing themselves in the water... STRESS!

Train hard!! =D

blading @ ecp

2009-03-18T02:26:00.004+08:00

WOOT! It has been a long long time since I last went to ECP to blade.

Today, my canoe team-mates and I went to ECP for blading!!! =D

It was raining around my area in the morning and not long later when we reach ECP the sun was blazing!

Unpredictable weather nowadays... hmmm...

As I mentioned it has been a long time since I last blade, I was quite "chui" today...

I do not own a personal pair of blades, so a few friends and I rented.

I have to say this is the most torturous time I have bladed! OMEG!

Got a blister and my legs are aching... =(

It was all worth it as we all had fun!! =D

S M I L E =D

it's been so long

2009-02-19T11:32:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!!! My blog is so so DEAD!!! gosh... But i just cannot help it as sometimes I really do not know what to blog about... Not that my life is boring but... I simply do not know what to blog about. haha~

Recently I am back to Canoe! Having more motivation and passion this time I will stay for long! =D Sometimes my laziness will still cause me some problem... =P

Right now I am busy with training, soon school is starting, I am also going to apply a job at ben n jerry's! hohoho! =D

Cannot wait for surf n sweat to come so that I can play beach volleyball again with my friends! Went to the beach with my Canoe mates on tuesday, will upload some pics soon!

till my next post... take care everyone! =]

2009-01-30T01:37:00.003+08:00

When someone doesn't really care or spare much thought for you then he is considered insensitive and selfish.

If someone doesn't bother about you, will he ask you so much?

Sometimes I think I know you well but sometimes I think I don't.

I think I am being over sensitive for now.

I hate myself for being so forgetful.

对的人

2008-12-03T01:18:00.003+08:00

爱要耐心等待，仔细寻找，感觉很重要。

宁可空白了手，等候一次真心的拥抱。

我相信在这个世界上，一定会遇到对的人出现。

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少，然后得到多少并不计交。

actions

2008-11-19T15:55:00.002+08:00

is this an act of selfishness?

is this an act of love?

or is this an act of desperation?

think carefully how one treat the other.

myself

2008-11-13T13:47:00.006+08:00

Thoughts are overwhelming him, but nothing is being done.

So what is the point?

I do not know.

He is always procrastinating on things he wants to do, and things that need to be done.

He is lazy.

He is not smart.

He is not being productive.

He has never done anything that makes himself or anybody proud.

He is becoming from bad to worse.

I start to not understand him.

He has changed.

He was not like this.

What is happening?

I do not know.

He has so many things that he wants to do.

He has so many wants.

Yet, he is doing nothing to achieve them.

He is insensitive.

He is selfish.

He is just not matured enough.

今天是星期几，我以不记得了。

什么是我该做的事我也忘了。

是刻意遗忘，还事真的忘了？

若不爱自己，如何去爱别人，让别人爱你？

是不是时候选择一个人？

一个人会不会比较好过？

这样才不会连累别人？

站在十字路口，不知该往哪儿走。

我只想回头。

Livestrong

2008-09-30T18:26:00.002+08:00

"Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it last forever."

-LANCE ARMSTRONG

PP

2008-09-09T15:25:00.002+08:00

Projects is killing me!

Slept at 4am yesterday!

Save me!

aHHHHhhhhhh~

2008-09-08T00:41:00.005+08:00

Suppressing Light

Title and Picture by: Koo Chia Meng

2008-09-04T01:24:00.002+08:00

Dinner-Table

Title and Picture by: Koo Chia Meng

a lonely September

2008-09-02T23:44:00.008+08:00

September is here!!!

Time flies...

It is a holiday for many of my friends from other poly except RP! argh~

Quite a few songs that have something to do with September!

hmmm...

Wake me up when September ends...

There is this particular song that I am in love with right now!

I love the lyrics!

A Lonely September by Plain white T's!

shut up!

2008-08-27T00:50:00.004+08:00

the days feel like years when i'm alone...

the scene when you left the the airport is in my head playing vividly now and then...

I know it was hard... for you and for me...

i wish... i wish... i wish...

i miss you...

2008-08-21T02:29:00.004+08:00

Let's twist again,

like we did last summer.

Come on let's twist again,

like we did last year!

Twist Yo!

This song is so suitable for us when we are doing abs twisting exercise during training!!

Hah! =P

Fabulous Dinner!!!

2008-08-08T21:43:00.009+08:00

What a friday night!

I was suppose to go for tuition at Pasir Ris in the evening, but student cancelled it only when i left my house.

What to do when I am already out?

I went to popular to do some reading, then when I am about to leave it was about 7pm.

I decided to cook my own dinner! =D

I went to Fair Price to shop for the ingredients.

I prefer Cold Storage though, but Yishun's Cold Storage closed down and will be open when the new extension of North Point is ready.

I decided to cook Spaghetti for tonight! =D

Here are the ingredients:

Pasta

Prego Spaghetti Sauce

Heinz Black Pepper Tuna

Red Chilli Padi and Sliced Chicken Fillet and Prawns

It is not difficult to prepare a meal at home, especially for 1 person only.

Here are the steps for Spicy Chicken Pasta:

1. Boil water to cook the pasta. Boil the pasta for 7mins. *perfect timing*

2. Add a little margarine to stir-fry chicken fillet and prawns. Stir-fry till chicken strips are cooked and not golden brown. Put them into a small bowl for later use.

3. Add 2 tablespoon of water onto saucepan. Stir in 3-4 tablespoon of pasta sauce. Add salt to taste and add in chilli padi.

4. Add in chicken strips to simmer with the sauce.

5. Add in Pasta to stir-fry everything together.

6. Ready to serve.

Here are the steps for Black Pepper Tuna Pasta:

1. Add 2 tablespoon of water onto saucepan and pour in the can of black pepper tuna to stir-fry.

2. Stir the water and tuna till it is well mixed.

3. Stir-fry the pasta and black pepper tuna together till pasta is heated. * add in some water if the black pepper sauce is dry*

4. Ready to serve.

Here is how the final product will look like.

TAADAAH!!! =D

I present to you the "Pro Duo Pasta".

The left side which is more reddish in colour is the Spicy Chicken Pasta and on the right which is darker in colour is Black Pepper Tuna Pasta.

On top are the prawns to act as a garnish to it but i think this dish is lack of some green colour. Forget to buy parsley. But I don't eat. So buy also no use. =P

I named it PRO DUO PASTA is because they are both very spicy and the are 2 types of meat, chicken and tuna!

This 2 style match together is the perfect duo match! =D

This is how I spent my time when I am free and HUNGRY! Hah!

IF Gary can cook SO can you!

Training!!

2008-08-05T23:49:00.003+08:00

Today's training was so shag!!!
I wanna die during the training!!!
Well... I still managed to strive through it! No matter how difficult it was! =D

We ran 5km, own time own target. But I forget to take my own timing. =(
I was running at a steady phase until the 4-5 round, I really can not take it anymore as I got asthmatic so my stamina is not very good.
I am very grateful to Joanne and Beverly as they really encouraged me a lot!
Beverly even go to the extend of running with me and kept telling me not to give up!
In the end I am the 3rd among the 12 guys. =D

After that is weight training.
Then we proceeded to do 50 pull-ups, which is to complete within 12mins.
I was the last one to finish and I feel very weak. After every set we need to do 10 push-ups when we come down from the pull-up bar. I got no more strength to do those push ups.
I was the last person to complete the pull-ups.
I was so sad and disappointed of myself.
BUT! I am very happy and appreciative towards my teammates as they encouraged me and they even do the push-ups with me together without leaving me behind.
We usually do this when there are last man whom can not finish on time.
Now, I feel what is it like to be the last man to finish pull-ups as I was never the last to do so.
From this I also feel how important, significant and powerful and such a team encouragement can be.
Though you are the last, but you know that you are never alone.

In life, we all go through ups and downs.
We all have been the first or top of something in the things that we did.
Never look down on others and you will not know when that person will catch up with you if you are the first for now.

Thank you guys for everything today!!
Training is though!
BUT!
Though time don't last and though man last!

Never say "never".

T1

2008-07-30T23:30:00.004+08:00

Finally got to paddle on T1 today! =D
Was so excited and scared.
Scared that I will capsize.

Come to think of it what is there to be afraid about?
In life, this is a lesson which we enrolled in from the moment we were born.
Everything is a lesson to be learn.
We learn to crawl then walk and then run.
When we were young, we didn't even give up to all these obstacles.
Now, why should we? =]
The journey may be tough.
You may be a slow learner or you may be weaker than the others.
Only when you do not give up on yourself, that is when you have succeeded.

Last year when I joined canoe with Summer and Keith.
They all laugh at me that I can not paddle further than 50m away from the pontoon.
Now, after a year, my first time getting up onto a T1 gain.
I managed to paddle 2 rounds and only capsize 3 times. =D
Though it is not very good, but I think I did better than what I expected of myself.

I am the last person to try out T1.
I am not afraid of being slow.
I will catch up one day. =D

Win yourself and not others.

psychology

2008-07-26T07:59:00.003+08:00

I am suppose to go for Canoe time trial now.
But something is holding me back.
What is it?
The fear.
Of?
The fact that I have not tried a T1 before and now,
imagine I have to go for time trial on that boat.
I will definitely capsize.
Who does not capsize for the first time they try?
Yes, I know.
I know I will capsize for the first time I try T1.
But not during a time trial when everyone has at least tried rowing on that boat before when I did not.
Definitely there will be someone out there whom is going to capsize later right?
But that is nothing compared to me, someone whom have not even try T1 before.
I do not want to do a test when I have not even pick up that book to study for that test.
That is the fear.

*You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud*

TGIF

2008-07-19T01:15:00.003+08:00

REPUBLIC POLY VOLLEYBALL GIRLS! YOU GIRLS ARE DOING GREAT!

Though the girls lost to SP today, but it was a great fight!
But somehow I feel that they can do better than this! =D
On Wednesday when they played against TP it was a better fight! The girls fought hard although they know that TP is a strong team!

When to TP to watch POL-ITE game with Summer and met Sin Hwee there. He is the only one from the guys team whom came down to support the girls! Good job! =D
After awhile Ben came then we watch RP VS SP till it end then we went to play volleyball! WOOHOO!!
After everything in TP Summer and I went over to meet Nigel! After that the 3 of us went to AMK for dinner! Thank you Nigel for paying the cab fare! =P
We were all very hungry so we quickly order our food! We ordered each a western set meal, plus BBQ sting ray and fried oyster!!! WOOT!! FAT!!! haha~
Well... I don't have to worry though~ hehe.. =P
We chatted after our meal... It was so nice to just sit down and talk about anything we could think of and anything that pop up in our mind! haha!!! After that then we proceed home as it was quite late already.

Really miss playing volleyball in the court! So... MAYBE I will go back for volleyball training after POL-ITE game. My schedule is really full already... HOW??
I got tuition to give, school and canoe.
I really feel like going volleyball training! To play with my team mates again!

I am very glad that Nigel finally get over it a little and Summer finally WOKE UP after a bathe! Wahaha!!!

We are the BEST thing that happened in our
Poly Life!!!

LOVES!

*What do you get when you fall in love?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion.
I'll never fall in love again.*

love of siam

2008-07-11T12:10:00.007+08:00

LOVE OF SIAM

This is an awesome Thai film with talented and gorgeous actors and actresses!
This film won 6 Entertainment Awards in Asian Film Awards 2008!
These young talents will definitely have a bright future ahead of them...
Anyway... For those who have not catch this film PLEASE DO SO!!! haha~
You guys can visit crunchyroll to watch this film but it is without subtitles... =(
But it is still worth watching! It is a very touching film!

Below is the link to the OST. Enjoy! =D

http://youtube.com/watch?v=bEmn3caSGvs&feature=related

Where there is love, there is hope.

new hair cut!

2008-07-02T01:17:00.002+08:00

Finally feeling better after a week long of being ill! I was down with fever, flu and cough since last Wednesday. Hope I will fully recover as soon as possible so that I can start my normal routine again! BUT! I will need to kick off a few bad habits!

Went to have a hair cut today and met up with summer, nigel, mya, ziq and johnne after that. Had dinner at KFC then proceed to Mac at Shaw house and bitch around. haha! Bettina is the new hot topic!! =P

random

2008-06-11T03:29:00.002+08:00

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future Holds or least where the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I'll see you again I'm sure

They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
all the broken dreams, take everything
just take it away
But they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasn't our destiny, cause in my mind we had so much time
But i was so wrong
No, I can believe me
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

**Dedicated Phom Rak Khun

June

2008-06-05T01:53:00.004+08:00

I am not dead yea!
It has been so long since I last blogged.
I realize time flies...
It is already June...
This month was the time when I got to know a bunch of sweet and fun loving friends!
I still remember I celebrated my birthday with them at night safari with the VERMONSTER from ben and jerry's! =D
Seems like this year I'm gonna spend my birthday in school!
All thanks to my Canoe training camp...
It falls right on that very day...
Well... Just make the best out of every situation! =D

VERMONSTER

Yesterday

2008-05-14T02:50:00.002+08:00

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we would go.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

that was quite a show

2008-05-10T01:59:00.002+08:00

Don’t tell me you’re sorry cause you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to you
For making me believe
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

migrate

2008-05-01T22:48:00.007+08:00

From my car into the club we migrate,
From the bar to V.I.P. we migrate,
From the party to the after party, migrate,
After party to hotel, migrate.

Face, body and Lamborghini outside,
Obviously you're qualified,
Otherwise, migrate.

2008-04-26T01:16:00.005+08:00

It’s been almost a week and my stomach hasn’t got any better. I hate this seriously. The feeling of wanting to eat a lot but you just cannot. I have to watch the amount I eat and watch what I eat! I usually eat everything or anything but now I am restrain. When will all this come to an end? Oh please!

Some random person has been sending me message to my phone though internet telling me some random stuff. I wonder who you are.

Attended a short film premiere today, they are Keluar Baris and Tanjong Rhu. It was directed by Boo Jun Feng, a local new and award winning talent! They are well filmed and the story of Keluar Baris is also well written. Watching Boo Jun Feng presenting his works in front of everybody, it is a very proud thing to do! I hope one day I am able to do so too! Hah!

Filming is not an easy thing! To have a 2mins scene, it can take a long time to have a good shot. In my module, Digital Media Design, we have to do filming sometimes. =D Filming can be very tiring. Photography is fun too! But it is not as tiring as filming.

In the midst of everything.
I wonder if everything is actually alright.
I wonder if i really know these people.
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere.

food poisoning

2008-04-22T14:06:00.002+08:00

I am down with food poisoning on last Sunday! But till today, I am still having diarrhea! Man~ this feeling SUCK! Hope everything will be better in time. =]

mariah carey

2008-04-19T02:49:00.011+08:00

It's been long since Mariah Carey has something which is so meaningful and heart warming.

The lyrics really touch my heart after listening to it. The lyrics are very evocative. If you just lost somebody whom is significant to you in life, you will love this song. It is undeniably beautifully written.

Loosely based on Mariah Carey’s loss of her own father, “bye bye” has a universal appeal that may even bring some listeners to tears.

She is back singing beautifully and standing gorgeously in front of us!

This is Mariah Carey!

This is the link to view her video of this song "bye bye".

Enjoy!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=_obJPJUWHK0

10 years of Friendship =D

2008-03-30T20:27:00.010+08:00

Last Saturday, I met up with my primary school friends!
Time flies, it's our 10 years anniversary of our friendships!

Zi hui and I

Vanessa and I

From right to left: Daniel, Telvin and I.

We had our dinner at Outback Steak House, Vanessa brought us there for dinner as we want to eat something good for the night! =D
After dinner, Vanessa suggested to go for a drink a this very nice wine bar cum restaurant called Vino Vino, at Mhd Sultan. Her dad had a bottle of wine there so we just proceed there for a drink!
That bottle of wine is SO good and it is cheap because the boss of the restaurant is a wine wholesaler too!
We had SO much fun talking about the past! haha~

Zi Hui sent me a photo which is so shocking! I've forgotten WHY I gave her this photo. It is so classic! Wahaha~

I think this me during my kinder garden days. Hah!

Last but not least, Thanks guys for the wonderful night!

2008-03-24T05:34:00.002+08:00

Another sleepless night.
Suddenly there are so many things in my mind.
All the memories are rewinding in my head like a tape.
Realized how much I had gone through.
How I wish life is like a tape which I can rewind it.
I can only look at it but unable to do anything to it.

I can only get close to you in my dream.
I can only feel you in my dream.
Only in there can me and you become "us".
Before I can say anything,
I am being brought back to reality.
The pictures of me and you are printed so vividly in my head.
All I pray for is just to meet you in the place with only me n you again.

I would like to dedicate this song Thank God I Found You-Mariah Carey and 98 Degrees to all the lovers out there! Cherish the one beside you and be thankful that you found this special one! Never take anybody for granted! -HEARTS-

sky of love

2008-03-17T09:34:00.004+08:00

I hope everybody out there had a GREAT WEEKEND! =D
'Cause I had mine with my Clique at Siloso Beach Resort, Roof Garden Suite! A big "Thank you" to Jane and Winston and of course my fellow Clique-ers! Without everybody's participation, it wouldn't be so fun! HAH!
Too bad the photos are in Matthew's camera and he is away to Thailand for holiday! Will post the photos once I got them! ;D

Went to watch SKY OF LOVE yesterday.
To everybody who are reading my blog now, PLEASE WATCH this movie!
I was crying throughout 3/4 of the movie. NO! MOST of the people in the cinema were sobbing! haha..
When approaching 1/2-3/4 of the movie you will hear many people sobbing.. Be it guy or girl.. I was feeling a little embarrassed because the lady beside me wasn't sobbing and it makes me look as if I am too emotional, which is not true as many people in the cinema sobbed. haha..
I must say this is the FIRST movie that made me cried so much! It is not the plot that is touching but the lines that they use in the script.
There are many beautiful scenes of Japan in this movie too!
Sky of love is beautifully filmed!

"when the sky is sunny means you are happy.
When the sky is rainy means you are sad.
when the sun is setting means you are embarrassed.
You will be the sky watching over me."

dui de ren

2008-03-12T17:04:00.004+08:00

爱要耐心等待, 仔细寻找, 感觉很重要.
宁可空白了手, 等候一次, 真心的拥抱.
我相信在这个世界上, 一定会遇到,
对的人出现.

raining days

2008-03-11T17:48:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH~
This few days keep raining non stop!!!!
Where is the sun?!
I'm feeling lazy, moody and no energy to do things with this weather... :(

rain rain go away...
come again another day!!

You are my sunshine

2008-03-08T05:48:00.001+08:00

You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away

Angel in disguise

2008-03-08T04:42:00.005+08:00

Have you ever wonder… There are so many people come and go around us…

Could you be next to an angel in disguise?

I wonder if there is any around me…

“Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise

Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise

Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side”

-Corrine May - Angel in disguise

Feeling the same everyday

2008-03-04T15:14:00.007+08:00

Waking up everyday with the same feeling and question in my head.

Wondering how long will i have to wait, to reach the road ahead.

He promised me, the answer will come.

Hold on to patience and watch for the sign.

Will you cross the line and hold my hand again?

Don't dare to hold on to any hope, afraid that disappointment will be all that I will get.

-show me a sign, for I don't know what lies ahead of us.
if you are not too long, I'll be right here waiting.
imissyou.

The Leap Years

2008-03-02T06:21:00.005+08:00

It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

The Leap Years

2008-03-01T15:26:00.008+08:00

Went to watch The Leap Years with Nigel, Matthew and Alvin yesterday at North Point!
It has been so long since all of us last saw Wong Li Lin on screen; she is still as pretty as before.
This movie is laudable!
The story is amazing and I feel that it is beautifully written.
Who will have this idea of dating somebody on the leap years 29th Feb?
There are several materials in the movie that adorns it.
For example, the Irish Leap Year custom which allows women to propose a date to a man, the poem that she scribbles, the Love and Hope that you can feel in the movie and last but not least, Corrine May’s songs!
I am wondering if there are any couples whom anniversaries are on the leap years, it will be recherché!

The most commonly used word in love poems is "miss", not "love".

-Just wanna run. Just wanna hide away. Close my eyes to your gaze. Just wanna leave. Don't wanna hear them say “you’re no good at this”. Break me open. Tear me down into pieces broken crumbs on the ground.

Scars make us stronger for life.

difference

2008-02-13T01:45:00.000+08:00

Have you ever ask yourself how different are you from the others? What is it that makes you stand out from the crowd?

Have you ever feel so down that no matter how hard you try to do something but nobody appreciate at all?
Have you ever felt that you are not part of certain group?

You try to do something but others are thinking you are just trying too hard.

If you have peace within yourself, nobody can touch you no matter what happens.

You Never Try, You Will Never Know.

Always Believe yourself.

One day, you will smile to those whom tried to bring you down.

*listening to Can't Take That Away-Mariah Carey

Lunar New Year

2008-02-07T03:30:00.000+08:00

Wishing Everybody

Happy Lunar New Year!!

Vanessa Mae

2008-01-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

Classics

2008-01-28T23:40:00.001+08:00

It's been a long long time since I last blogged!
I'm doing pretty fine I guess... =]

Recently I'm back to my classical mood again... So I'm going to share with you guys about this violinist from our very own country

SINGAPORE

* VANESSA MAE *

She started her career way before my favorite band

* BOND *

was even out in the market.

I knew about Vanessa Mae in one of my music lessons in Sec1. My music teacher was playing Toccata And Fugue In D Minor and that was when I start to notice this Singaporean Violinist! =]

She owns a violin which is made of CRYSTAL! Isn't that so cool?!
Above is a post with video of her playing

Taccata And Fugue In D Minor LIVE!

Enjoy.

...

2007-12-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

Time flies.
Soon, we are bidding good bye to year 2007 and welcoming 2008!
Looking back, are we satisfied with what we have achieved?
How much have we changed (Physically or Mentally)?
To me, year 2007 is really a memorable year. Many things happened around me. Good and Bad.

I guess if everybody look back into your previous entry of your Blog or Diary entry, everybody will be shocked to know what some silly things we have done. We may laugh at ourselves when we are reading it. We may cry while reading them.
As for the past, be it good or bad, WHO CARES?! ROAR!!

What is more important is the future am I right? =]

It is a good time to know yourself better and never hurt yourself or the people around you in future.

What is your New Year's Resolution?

damn it!

2007-12-28T11:54:00.000+08:00

The sun is damn good!!! BUT! I don't know WHY the pool is full today! argh~ Was wondering all those people no need to work on weekdays? Or many of them are clearing their off days?
It is very sad to see the sun shining so brightly outside your windows but you cannot get to tan! SOB~

Next time I think I'll need to reach the pool earlier to secure a place there! haha~

Connie Talbot

2007-12-26T16:17:00.000+08:00

Connie Talbot

This little angel here is only 7 years old this year!
That little innocent face with her angelic voice can really touch everyone's HEART.
Thanks to Serene, she blogged about this little girl at CLOG and that is how I get to know about Connie Talbot!
During her performance at Britain's got Talent, Connie NEVER fail to touch the judges with her voice, Amanda Holden*one of the judges* will tear every time Connie sings!
Please check out more about this cute little Angel.

Leona Lewis Video

2007-12-22T03:11:00.000+08:00

This is one of her best performance during her competition.

Enjoy!

Summertime-

Without You-

Leona Lewis

2007-12-22T02:23:00.000+08:00

LEONA LEWIS

I guess everybody know who is this young, pretty and ABSOLUTELY Talented girl is!!

A little information about Leona Lewis.
This 22 year old from Hackney, East London was never going to be an ordinary talent show winner. She was actually the winner of X Factor 2006! Just like Shayne Ward. Her very first album was sold 600,000 in its first week! Making her the fastest selling debut female artist of all time.
Many people know her recently from the song BLEEDING LOVE.

I have been watching many of her videos during the competition, it was AWESOME!!!
EVERY round of competition, she NEVER FAIL to impress the judges and she is the X Factor's clear favorite from beginning to the end!
Simon said that he had never seen any female singer whom from talent time contest as good as her! Her vocal range is indeed incredible! *but still not as good as Celine Dion, Mariah Carey or Whitney Houston* BUT! The judges mentioned that she could be like those Divas above.

I have tried looking around for her album BUT Singapore does not have her album!!!! OMG!!!
W-H-Y???
Lets see when will we get to hold on to Leona Lewis very own album!

Bond - Jingle Bell Rock

2007-12-12T05:00:00.000+08:00

Just wanna share something with you guys.
Those people whom know me will know that I like this New Age Classic ALL GIRLS band called
BOND !!

They are SEXY and TALENTED!!!

I love them since their very first album in year 2001 !!! =D They are also the very firs all girls band in the classical music history! Isn't that cool? haha..
This is a video of them playing Jingle Bell Rock !!! Since Christmas is drawing near so I decided to share this with you guys!! =D Hope you guys will like it !!!

Genting Trip

2007-12-12T04:45:00.000+08:00

I am going Genting later at 6am!!!
I didn't want to go but was pulled by my mum to go with her friends.
It is going to be so boring for me!! Can't go into the Casino is the main problem!! argh~
Hopefully I am able to get to shop a little over there and enjoy the cold weather. Though Singapore is cooling these days due to monsoon.
Will be back on this Friday.
Take care guys!! =D

My Daemon

2007-12-11T03:18:00.000+08:00

This is my Daemon!!

Daemon

2007-12-10T05:30:00.000+08:00

I think most of us have watched The Golden Compass !!! It's indeed a very nice show!! Especially the part when the 2 bears are fighting!!

Do you wish to know what is your very own Daemon is?
Simply click the link below and you will meet your Daemon!

http://www.goldencompassmovie.com/

Guys!!! Try this out!! It is really cool!!

A Change

2007-11-21T01:35:00.000+08:00

First of all!!! I want to tell everybody out there!!!
PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE AND DON'T GET SICK!!!
Monsoon season is here and the weather is very bad... urgh~
I'm hoping to see the sun everyday shining brightly!!!

Something about my studies.
I've seen the MP for help and requested him to help me write a supporting letter for the admission to NP to do Banking and Finance. Will get a reply from MOE in 2-3 weeks time. If NP reject, then they will try to write another appeal letter again.
Now, I'm praying real hard that I'm able to transfer to NP. As for RP, I'll do a deferment so that they'll keep a place for me in RP but I don't need to pay school fees but, I'm able to study in NP, I'll study hard.
I want to get into local University!
I know it is not easy, I will do my best just to get in!

AS I'm having a long break till I start school again, I'm now searching for a permanent job urgently and also teaching tuition. Must try every mean to save. Nowadays I don't go town unnecessarily anymore. So that I won't spend extra money.

It's about spending QUALITY time with friends and NOT QUANTITY!

its a damn cold night

2007-10-23T01:36:00.000+08:00

Its raining heavily island wide tonight.
I feel so cold and lonely tonight.
Staring into the air for a moment and suddenly this song keeps on running in my head.

I'm With You by Avril

It is suppose to be a very good, comfortable night to sleep in
but
tonight it just doesn't seems to be.

Enjoy the song...

About you now

2007-10-19T03:29:00.000+08:00

Sugarbabes

ABOUT YOU NOW

It was so easy that night
Should’ve been strong
Yeah I lied
Nobody gets me like you

Couldn`t keep hold up you then
how could I know what you ment
theres was not ment to compare too

I know everything changes
All the cities and faces
But I know how I feel
About you

There`s a mountain between us
but this one thing I´m surrel
that i know how i feel about you

Can we bring
Yesterday back around?
'cause I know
How I feel
About you now
I was dumb
I was wrong
I let you down
But I know
How I feel
About you now

All that it takes
One more chance
Don't let our last kiss
Be our last
Give me tonight
And I'll show you

I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
'cause I know
How I feel
About you

Can we bring
Yesterday back around?
'cause I know
How I feel
About you now
I was dumb
I was wrong
I let you down
But I know
How I feel
About you now

Not a day passed me by
Not a day passed me by
That I don't think about you
And there's no moving on
'cause I know you're the one
And I can't be without you

Can we bring
Yesterday back around?
'cause I know
How I feel
About you now
I was dumb
I was wrong
I let you down
But I know
How I feel
About you now [2x]

But I know how I feel about you now
Yeah, I know how I feel about you now

Strong Enough

2007-10-16T03:39:00.000+08:00

STACIE ORRICO

Strong Enough

As I rest against this cold hard wall, will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the war had just begun

Chorus

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out and start again?
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance with me
Please can I have one chance to start again

Will my weakness fall and and now make me suffer for a lifetime?
Is there any way to be made whole again
If I be renewed and find forgiveness by the strength I've never had
Will my scars forever ruin all God's plans?

Chorus

He took my life into His hands
And turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance, is where I'm finally found

That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me,
Oh thank You for my chance to start again

* Are You not strong enough? Are You not pure enough? To break me, pour me out and start again?
Are You not brave enough? To take one chance with me
Please can I have one chance to start again
*ผมรักคุณ*

Through the rain

2007-10-07T13:33:00.000+08:00

Its been long since I last blog.
Recently many things happened around me.
Unknowingly hurt many people.
I hereby would like to apologize to you guys. Though I've already talked to you guys and I am glad that I have a great bunch of forgiving friends like you all whom willing to accept me again.

I don't know why I have become such a bad person, people say that this is my nature. I do not agree to a certain extend. I wasn't like that in the past, but after something happened, I've changed.

Curiosity.

In life, people don't see things as you see it. Different people have different views on many things in life. Therefore, there bound to be many misunderstanding.

In life, we are making choices everyday, every minute but when come to major decision making, we hesitated.
We take a long time to make a decision, 'cause we are not sure of what we really want. We all need time to think through before we make our decision, but not too long. you might just miss the chance of making that decision on what you want.

All human beings are selfish to a certain extend, not listening to what others have to say and only believe in yourself, is this selfish?
By letting people wait for you to make a decision, letting that person wait, you are being selfish.

What does it cost for one to learn his lesson?
Trust.
Love.
Patient.
Time.

Everyone make mistakes.
The most important thing is we learn from our mistakes and move on to become a better you.
It takes a lot to earn all that are lost, but no matter how hard or how long you take to earn them back, you know its all worth it.

Beach

2007-09-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

Went to the beach today and it was really fun!! It's been since I last visit the sand, sea and friends there!!! =]

How many of us do keep our promise?
Do we sometimes say something for the sake of saying and forgetting what we said and not doing what is said?

'm worried right now, this moment.
As I don't know what is happening on the other side.
Worrying, and I can't do anything.
This feeling sucks.
I just hope this is the last time.

Premonition in Disguise

2007-09-23T02:14:00.000+08:00

Premonition: A warning in advance; a forewarning.

Reality/Truth is cruel.
I bet many of you will agree with me.

Anybody knows the feeling of knowing that you are going to lose the one you love, but you just can't do anything?
You woke up everyday, hoping to see the one you love will be lying beside you, but to find that she is not beside you?

Knowing that you are leaving at this time, is like a Premonition in Disguise.
Can't do anything to keep you by my side, makes me hate myself.
Knowing that you will be gone and I still have to act as if nothing serious is happening.

Fear.

Tears.

Sorrows.

It's too early to say what will happen in the near future.
Just remember what is agreed.
Treasure what you have in this present time.
Every time when you are afraid, just hold tighter to your faith.

Live every day as if it is a MIRACLE!!!!

I'm With You

2007-09-17T15:44:00.001+08:00

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go you know I won't give in
No I won't give in.

Chorus :

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away I wish you were here
Before it's too late this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Chorus

Hear me when I say, when I say
I believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
Whatever meant to be
Will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
Lalalalalalala...

Chorus

Life is a game

2007-09-17T09:00:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I feel that Life is all the same for most of us.
Things happen in one way or the other or almost the same.
Life is a game. Now that he is ready, she is not ready. The next moment she is ready he doesn't feel right.
Well... Life's like that.. What to do?
The game that god is playing is called "Patience".
Those people or couples with the most patience will win the game.
Agree?
From my experiences I agree totally to it.
Some people thinks that it depends, Patience is a virtue that brings great victory BUT the Heart changes with time too.
This is Life.
Full of Cruelty.
That's how Stubborn Human Beings learn.

what to do?

2007-09-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

I'm really troubled now and don't know what can I do to make everything better.
I don't think I'm capable of walking through all these alone, all by myself.
I'm feeling very bad as if I'm suffocating. I don't like this feeling. Please get me out of here.

Withering with time.

Random

2007-09-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

Have we ever think of this question.
What if one day you wake up and to find out that the one you LOVE had left your side?
Where had they gone to?
Why they left you suddenly?
What are they exactly thinking when they left you?
Do they wish to leave you or it's not what they can control?
I believe they will feel sad leaving you as well.
No matter what there will still be memories of the two of you being preserved in the heart.
You will just need TIME to adapt to the changes and the FACT that they had left you.
Will you be able to meet them again?
MAYBE...
Somewhere...
Sometime...
Somehow...

Here is another song from Mariah Carey, Love Takes Time.
This is really a LIVE performance!! I love her Enjoy!! =]

Remember

LOVE

Takes
Time

Make Sense

2007-09-10T17:19:00.001+08:00

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug,until its from the one you are thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true. LOVE is just a word until its proven to u.

This is very interesting and I think it make some sense to a extend. =]

Random

2007-09-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

I know this will be quite random.. but just read through something from the past and THANKS to those people who had been Criticizing me! =] I will only take those criticism POSITIVELY! =] Please don't be too arrogant for where you are or who you are now, you won't know when you'll fall. =] This is just a gentle reminder. ;P

Woke up quite late today, at about 1.30pm++. There's no SUN today!!! So sad~ :(
Suppose to go gym and tan today, but Tong and Ben couldn't make it for gym then there's no sun today so can't go tanning with Shu Hui.aka.Summer. I'm hungry now!!! :X Feeling lazy...
Later I'm still giving tuition at Pasir Ris at 7.30pm. Luckily got bus no.39 from Yishun interchange going straight to his door step!! Haha~

Have not been hanging out with my CLIQUE since Saturday.. I MISS YOU GUYS!!!
Levin is enlisting this Wednesday, I'm so sad!! Not any means but we are very good friends. I'll share whatever thoughts I have with him or when I'm troubled, I'll just turn to him! He is also the SINGAPORE IDOL in the CLIQUE!! NOT FORGETTING JANE!! She is 1 too!! =] Thanx BOBO!!! =]
Winston is enlisting this Friday!! Winston is another best pal of mine who always give me advice in anything I need. =] He is the BEST in the CLIQUE!! He never fail to do all the CLOG and FRIENDSTER stuff. I still remember that night EVERYONE is already sleeping so soundly only left Winston and I awake in his house, he just stayed up and working on the ANIMACONS!! We are all SO SO TOUCHED!!
Thanx BEST FRIEND!! =]

I LOVE YOU GUYS!! Just the CLIQUE!!!

Speechless

2007-09-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

It's always the same thing that is happen over and over again.
The times when we didn't meet, I will just imagine how happy we will be when we meet.
End up.. There will be something which happen and the same whole thing happen again.
Always try to talk, but does it really help or should I say have we tried to do what was agreed to be done?
NO.
Some times I just ask myself if today we can hang out without any quarrel.
It's useless to ask myself that when I already know the answer.
Do we really know what we want?

Confused State

2007-08-31T17:15:00.000+08:00

Went to Wan Hua's house yesterday with CLIQUE!! Suppose to have Mahjong but end up not playing, well it's still alright, still enjoyed. :D

Having HEADACHE since yesterday night, feeling so bad. Emotionally feeling bad too, VERY BAD. It's a mixture of many feelings, SAD, CONFUSE, etc. Just woke up not long ago, ever since I woke up, just don't know why, I keep having the feeling of crying. BUT!! What is the purpose of crying? I've cried once and very badly before and that's pointless.

Sometimes we all just need someone whom can really understand us and treat us specially, as in not like just a friend. When you feel like crying, there'll be a shoulder there for you to lean on to.

I need a person whom can really understand me and not any other.

Do you really care? If you really do, you will at least put yourself in my shoes and not being like a kid running around. I've been very patient with you at that time, keep calling you asking where are you when you are "bus-stop hopping". If I'm the one who is driving I REALLY don't mind driving around to look for YOU, but the fact that it is my friend who is driving. After SO many talking, seems like nothing is improving. You are still YOU, I'm still being MYSELF. This is what makes me feel like crying. What can we do?

Confused State

Gym

2007-08-30T16:05:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10am tis morning just to go gym with Tong Ri and Ben!! haha~ It has been long since we last hang out together, nice to gym with them!! haha~ Went for lunch and managed to catch up quite a lot.. :D

Today's weather is so good for sleeping!! But I don't like.. ;P

Going for tuition at Pasir Ris.. Hope that kid won't give me much problem.. haha~ Will be going mahjong at Wan Hua's house with Levin and Serene later on after my tuition!! YEAH!! Excited!! =D

Reunion and Seperation

2007-08-30T01:27:00.000+08:00

Life is about meeting people and then either people leaving you or you are leaving them. This is the cycle of life which is undeniable. Still remember quite some time ago I went to airport, I'll see people come and go. Some people met with happiness and some people met with sadness.. Airport is a place full of emotions..

Whether to leave or stay is up to one to decide. Life is ours, we make the decision for ourselves. Put in effort and you will definitely see the result. Though there is no 100% that IF you put in the effort and you will get what you want BUT AT LEAST YOU HAVE TRIED! IF you never try you will never know! I believe IF we really want that something we will definitely do whatever we can do to get it, but if we did not manage get it, just sit back and relax and tell yourself at least you have tried so no regrets..

When someone leaves us, be it parting or gone to a better place, just remember that they are NEVER TOO FAR AWAY. IF you love them, they will just be in a place, your HEART. The MEMORIES that you all or both shared will be preserved in that place, your HEART.

In this song "Never too far away" by Mariah Carey is really sweet. In this video listen to what she say and you will understand all..

"Everybody out there don't ever take anybody for granted. 'Cause you'll never know when you might lose them, and you might never get the chance to tell them how you really feel."

NEVER TOO FAR AWAY

human relationship

2007-08-29T15:38:00.000+08:00

Many things in life are complex, I have been living in a naive world of mine all this years. You know sometimes you just don't want to think that whoever may be a bad person or something, but in the real world, they can just be as bad as you can think of. This only goes to certain percentage of human beings but not all yeah.

Walking with a group of humans which you hang out normally, you think you really know them? Inside or outside only? Complexity. You won't know what others expect of you and we definitely have some expectation on some people. Your family,friends and your love ones. But we have to understand, we don't live for anybody but ourselves. Expectation is only to a certain extend we can't live up to every expectations that people has on us.

Just think. Do you really understand the people around you?

Feel like casting myself away... from the complex world... living with a simple life...

mariah

2007-08-27T14:41:00.000+08:00

I am very CRAZY over MARIAH CAREY!! =D She is the DIVA of DIVAS!! *to me =D* Her singing is FANTASTIC and her voice is so unique! The high pitch that she can reach is unbelievable!

Here is this song "Can't take that away" I want to intro to those people who are having lots of problems or something is bothering them.. After listening to this song, I really feel better when something is bothering me. I like the lyric and its is written by ,Mariah, herself during her high school days.

In this video I personally think that she looks a little like Victoria Beckham! =D Here's the video:

The part which I blocked is the part I think very meaningful and POWERFUL! Here's the lyric:

MARIAH CAREY

Can't Take That Away

They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow
Anyone to succeed
Hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

CHORUS:
'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me

They can do anything they want to you
lf you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to your pride
And just push them aside
See
I have learned there's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul
That they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid
And darkness will fade

'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me

No
They can't take this
Precious love
I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me
Where I need to go

They can say anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily
Sailing out of their reach

Oh Lord
They do try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's a light in me that shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me

beach volleyball

2007-08-27T13:51:00.000+08:00

FINALLY managed to play volleyball at the beach after a LONG LONG time!! haha~ managed to tan too!!
Went with my senior and joined his friends to play.. Friendly peeps!! Just gonna hit the beach every week and its gonna be a RAIN or SHINE event as its all about VOLLEYBALL!! =D
Didn't manage to take any pics at the beach but took with my CLIQUE after the beach! Met them in town after my beach! :D

Levin is SO vain!!! haha~ :X

that all about the camwhores!! haha~

the weather...

2007-08-20T15:04:00.000+08:00

You are my SUNSHINE
My only SUNSHINE
You make me happy, when skies are grey.

Where is the SUN?? sigh.. have been falling sick recently.. the SUN is not out often so can't go sun tanning.. simply dislike this kind of weather.. I miss playing beach volleyball !!

These were the times:

More to come ya!!! :D

another day... cont'd

2007-07-05T04:00:00.001+08:00

today went out to town and had sakae buffet with girlfriend!! haha~ though don't have much money with me already but still i want to eat!! wahaha~ RAAHH~ she want to me to accompany her go all the way to waterloo street to buy cup cakes which the both of us don't know where the hell it is!! we ended asking around for the way to that place. end up the shop is located in corner which not much people will notice but!! they are still earning big money!! the cup cakes is DAMN BLOODY CUTE!! but end up she didn't bring anyone of them back home because you have to order it like 3-5days in advance!! haha~

this book is a very good book and worth investing in!! recently i don't have much cash to spare but Winston bought this book and so i can borrow from him to read now!! haha~ Winston!! you didn't regret investing in this book right? haha~ :D

PS: this cheese cake suppose to a surprise to you but you don't seems to be surprise at all. if a friend just pass you this, you would at least say "thanks!". I don't mind if you are not surprise though feeling a little sad, but you didn't even say "thanks". what that means? what i've did is not appreciated at all? but you've send mi a good night msg telling me you're turning in, i appreciated it a lot! but why are you treating me nice as and when you like? it's obvious you can reply my msg, but you did not reply me in the whole evening. i say it's obvious is because if your hp bill is busted then how can you reply my msg in the afternoon but not in the evening and you can send me a msg telling me that you're turning in?

its all about you <3

another day...

2007-07-05T03:21:00.000+08:00

walking alone along a pavement of our memory flashing on the wall.
thinking back what we've gone through and asked myself "is that all?".
trying hard to do as much as i can to gain a smile from you, but all i got was nothing at all.
once again i asked myself "what's more can you do?"
there was silence... no responds means "nothing you can do anymore".

...

2007-07-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

Feelings right now are mixed. sad, happy.. I can't really define it. Why am I sad about? Did I just think too much? Sometimes maybe we just need to learn about how not to expect too much from your love ones. As what we always hear people saying that having a high expectation on something then the outcome would not be as what you expected. To a certain extent it is true though.

Recently many things happened around me makes me think a lot. Thinking "am I anybody to somebody?". You may find it weird to ask such question to yourself.
I just feel that things are not the really same as before in some way. I just don't know why.

PS: That packet of cookies suppose to be a surprise to you as I've made you sad. I was praying so hard you won't leave your house before I reach your door step just to be able to give you a surprise, but you still did left your house before I manage to reach your door step. I just want to cheer you up that all. I didn't manage to, and so walking away...

it's all about you <3

school day

2007-07-03T16:17:00.000+08:00

FINALLY in school again!!

Feeling quite good as today I did filming, a 60sec video BUT!!! Its not as easy as it seems to be!! haha.. but still my teammates and I enjoyed a hell lot out of it! :D

here's the pics which I haven't upload since don't know when.. wahaha~

LOVE HONEY BUNCH!!! :D

Who am i

2007-06-25T15:30:00.001+08:00

Who am I

I’m not old enough to know everything, but am not afraid to try anything.

Fear is nothing to me if I want that something.

Always want to be somebody when I know that I’m just nobody to anybody.

Always believe in “You never try, you’ll never know”, trying hard is not easy.

This is a sadist.

That's When I Love You

2007-06-06T10:31:00.000+08:00

When u have to look away

When u don't have much to say

That's when I love u

I love u just that way

To hear u stumble when u speak

Or see u walk with two left feet

That's when I love you

I love u endlessly

And when your mad cause u lost the game

Forget I'm waiting in the rain

Baby I love u

I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight

U can count on me for life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u  do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love u

When I love u

No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made u cry

That's when I love u

I love u

A little more each time

And when u cant quite match you clothes

Or when u laugh at your own jokes

that's when I love u I love u 

More then u know

And when u forgot that we had a date

Or that look that u give when u show up late

Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight

U can count on me for life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

That's when I love u 

When I love u 

No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing  u do could change my mind

The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

Maybe Tonight

2007-06-06T10:23:00.000+08:00

I've been holding on, to a love gone wrong it's true, for too long

The hurt it left inside, has made me wanna hide too much and I do

I'm not afraid to be alone; the truth is I'm alright

But something has been missing from my life

[CHORUS:]

And maybe tonight

Maybe I'll fall

Maybe he'll crash through my walls

Maybe at last, love will come back, and take me deep into its arms

Maybe the heart that comes apart finally mends

Maybe tonight I'll finally fall in love again

Cried a lot of tears, faced a lot fears to get, right here

Every chapter ends, before the right one can begin again, in the story of love

[CHORUS:]

And maybe tonight

Maybe I'll fall

Maybe he'll crash through my walls

Maybe at last, love will come back, and take me deep into its arms

Maybe the heart that comes apart finally mends

Maybe tonight I'll finally fall in love again

I'm ready for another chance, and right now that's enough

I know I will survive what ever comes

Maybe tonight

Maybe I'll fall

Maybe he'll crash through my walls

Maybe at last, love will come back, and take me deep into its arms

Maybe the heart that comes apart will finally mend

Maybe this time, I'm gonna find love that never ends

(Maybe tonight) I'll finally fall in love again

(Maybe tonight) I'll finally fall in love again

Ooo yea, Maybe tonight, I'll finally fall in love, again

Imagine Me Without You

2007-06-06T02:53:00.000+08:00

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Chorus:
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You

When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

2007-05-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today is an NO SCHOOL DAY for me!! haha~ But still went for Canoe training.. Today is water training, as there's too many of us, we split into 2 groups. My group did the land training first while waiting for the 1st group of people to finish rowing. We did 20 pull-ups, each set 5 pull-ups and drop down to do 15 push-ups! That isn't all.. after that we continue to do abs training! Although everything a little though but I still can do it! Many people can't really do the pull-ups, the abs training till the captain is a little fed up. I saw the captain helping out a guy for the pull-ups till he rally fed up, then he say please put in some effort to pull yourself up and not always depending on others to help, something like that. which is quite true, some people you will need to let them push themselves then they will improve. Through ALL these physical training I realized that I can considered the few better people there. This is not enough, I will strive to do better and be a good rower! Although the training is though, through this you simply know where you stand among all! I SIMPLY LOVE CANOE TRAINING!! :D

After all the land training, we proceed to the shore to wait for our turn to row! One of the senior rower tell those whom just came up the shore that there are refreshments by the back! WAHAHA~ Some of them actually believe and HAPPILY ran back! WAHAHA~ Damn funny~

Today's rowing is yet another experience, Keith and me can't row straight again initially, but after that we learn that we have to row at a certain speed so the boat's direction will not wonder around. Well don't know if it is true or not.. If any Canoeist happen to se my blog please correct me and teach me the write thing! haha~ I JUST LOVE EVERY SINGLE TIME OF ROWING!! :D

Tml can't go Volleyball training as I have Inter-Constituency Game to play, don't feel like going, because I know we may lose. NOT that I feel we will lose then i don't want to go but we didn't even had enough training as a team! How can you go to fight a war and expect to win without training? Not very likely right? Will be going Canoe land training from 5pm-6.30pm then I will leave school for my Game already... Tml's Canoe training will be Running and Gym!!

Hopefully we(Shu Hui, Keith and I) can juggle well with 2 IGs.. Volleyball and Canoe..

U19 competition coming and I really have to buck up! My skills really slack a lot as compared to those days when we train in Spans~ sigh~ Ripcurl Beach Volleyball competition coming too!! SO excited!! haha~ I LOVE the SUN and BEACH!! haha~

2007-05-01T01:57:00.000+08:00

Today I missed lesson again.. Argh~ I know it's very bad.. but I'm just tired, and I know it's just an excuse.. hmm.. Went for Canoe and Volleyball trg tdy.. Canoe trg was like 5pm-8.30pm.. we run 2km for the early part of our trg and I'm so stupid to run extra 1.5km.. (-_-|||) Then we went gym trg and all was fine for me.. hehe~ :D We also did 20 pull ups and i use 2 sets to finish it! lol Amazing! I thought I won't be able to make it as I VERY long nv do pull ups alrdy.. Overall it was great! The seniors did 70 pull ups in 10mins time! EVERYTIME u drop down, u'll have to do another 30 push ups and then continue! haha~ THIS WILL NOT SCARE ME OFF TO QUIT CANOE! haha~ One day I also can be like them! :D

Went to eat Pasta with Shu Hui, Alex, Mad and MEl.. lol Nigel said that they are Buy 1 Get 1 Free!! wahaha~ that's really funny as u can always see them being together.. lol After Pasta, went over to Mac to meet Eugen, Nigel, Wilson, Wong and Keith.. Stayed there and chit chat, then went to a place to chit chat again.. We didn't want to go home early.. BUT no choice.. no money to take mid night cab home so have to catch last train back..

Tml still got work FULL shift!! ARGH~ I feel SO BLOODY STUPID to work tml la!! My other friends who working tml, they all either gt DOUBLE PAY or A FEW MORE DOLLARS EXTRA LA!!! NUM GAVE NOTHING!!!! ARGH~~

2007-04-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

Today went Canoe trg in the morning with Shu Hui and Keith ! ! It was SO FUN man ! ! lol Keith and I share same boat, at first we tell ourselves that we must communicate well with each other.. So, we were like "Left Right Left Right" when paddling.. END UP ! ! We REALLY go LEFT and RIGHT instead of STRAIGHT ! ! WAHAHA~ damn funny la..

After awhile, a guy whom got experienced thought us how to paddle STRAIGHT.. Then Keith and I, Shu Hui and her partner tried again to row ourselves, and we sort of got the direction going better with or means.. lol It's a very good experience as it is really fun ! Too bad when we were Canoing the sun wasn't out yet, it was kinda cloudy.. but it is a good weather to canoe anyway.. but hopefully we'll get a better sunny day to canoe next time we got water trg ! ! :D BEST thing of the day is..... Our BOAT DIDN'T CAPSIZE ! ! wahaha~

Tml still got Canoe gym trg at 5pm then 6-7pm have to go for Volleyball trg.. Scared will be tiring.. but will endure ! ! :D This Thursday Shu Hui going Touch Rugby try out ! ! hope she can make it ! ! haha~ All the BEST guys ! :D

2007-04-28T01:55:00.000+08:00

Halo guys! SO long since I last blog~ Haha~

Ripcurl Competition is coming!! Got to know that Hui Ming and Ben are playing too! But we all are in different team and I will only get to meet Hui Ming, because she plays Student Category and Ben plays Corporate Category. Haven’t play volleyball with them already!! Still remember back in sec sch times, we always meet out to play at Admiralty Park! Miss the times man!

Recently have been listening to Elva Hsiao’s song.. her new songs are very nice.. especially Dai Yan Ren! I like the dance step in that MV! It’s a pity that she sprained her leg and therefore there’s only 1 costume in that MV.. BUT! It’s still very nice! Lol I was tell my team mate for ytd’s module about tis song cuz she is in Modern Dance IG. I told her to watch tis MV! Lol

Tml working full day.. sian... I wanna go BEACH!

Gelare n training!

2007-02-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

First! I want to hereby thanks Angus for his leg training in the fitness corner for today's training! Although it almost killed many of us but I know all these trainings are for our own good and for the good of the team! Go Go Jia You Team RP!! :D These drills really made me don't have any strength to move around in the court well, like got rooted on the ground like that. haha~

Today also went to Gelare to eat waffle ice cream with frenz because every tuesday is 1/2 price. BUT! It's only for the waffle! They still do charge for that scoop of ice cream!

This bloody strawberry above cost me a $1!!! Oh My God!!! damn HEART PAIN!!!

Then we also saw a couple was like damn bloody shocked when the waitress serve up their waffle! Because there was NO ICE CREAM!! hahaha~ I highly suspect that they thought when they ordered the waffle, they thought the ice cream was included; because the person taking order may ask "Do you want to ADD ice cream?" so they thought it already comes with 1 scoop of ice cream for what they ADD 1 more scoop right? haha~ THEN to their HORROR... There wasn't any ice cream ON the waffle! wahaha~ Damn funny~

Today our Cognitive module faci treated us ice cream! Jill ate those Jelly ice cream. Which it will turn soft like jelly after sometime licking it! wahaha~ Tino and I were like keep teasing Jill that her licking is lousy! Because it makes the ice cream turn SOFT! wahaha~ Sorry Jill~ We were just kidding yea? haha~ :D

Fire drill

2007-02-06T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody!!! haha~ It has been ages since I last blogged. sorry! :D

This week is like the last week of Sem 2 already! Next week Tuesday onwards we will have our 2 months HOLIDAY!! YEAH!! haha~ Think I will spent most of my time working during the holiday, but I must also left some time for what I want to do like... SUN TANNING!! wahaha~ :D WOO~ Today walked under the sun is like SOOO SHIOK la!! haha~ I'm a little crazy already. Cannot blame ya~ I LOVE the SUN!! haha~

This coming Holiday I think I will go to beach as MUCH as possible! :D At least i think every Tues and Thurs are able to go, because trainings are on these days, then if trainings are in the evening den morning till about 4+pm can be at the BEACH! :D

Shu Hui so lucky, she went for the Surf and Sweat thingy, though did not play any game but she got appraoched by the people to join the Surf Hunks and Babes! ARGH~ i also want!! haha~ too bad cannot go that day~ :( But i still spent my day well la. :D

She keep complaining that she felt very paiseh on stage, but it is an experience which not much people can get. haha~

Today my school DAMN BLOODY LAME!!! Practice FIRE DRILL!! OH MY GOD!! Of all schools in Poly. I WONDER if other Poly do this?! Man~ I feel it is DAMN BLOODY LAME! Wasted a lot of time. Then Mr.Hor(Science Facilitator) Say today we no need to do presentation!! YEAH!! He just present his 6th presentation at 2pm then we can slack throughout the day, from 11.30am-2pm and from 2.30pm-3.30pm! wahaha~ Shiok!

Then I spent my time watching Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nv~ Nice drama~ ELLA very cute! haha~

Tomorrow have to go school, this is the last week already. Tomorrow's training is GYM training! YEAH! left with not much time to pump up before Chinese New year! haha~

what a SMELL day

2007-01-19T00:59:00.001+08:00

Hmm.. It was Wednesday, Shu Hui and I went to town, on our way back to woodlands from town in the train I smell something damn terrible!! When we first stepped into the train I already smell something like hamster smell, damn smell!! Then when the train stops at orchard got more people board the train! MORE WIERD SMELLS!! OMG!! ALL KINDS OF DISGUSTING SMELL!! Don't you people bath?! Damn it!!

I smell those people who sweat! OMG! I highly suspect the CHINA guy standing beside us man! He is like wearing SINGLET and he RAISED his both ARM to hold on to the railing above!! OMG!! I really can't stand it and keep complaining to Shu Hui! Then after that I also smell some GLUE smell something like SOUR SOUR one! GOSH! I WONDER if anyone have such experience as me to SMELL so many disgusting SMELL in one trip in the train! Haha~

Today don't really want to talk to Shu Hui. I suddenly just felt so numbed. I have been entertaining her wif all the HOT guys she have benn talking about to me. Nowadays when she talk to me abotu ALL THESE HOT GUYS, I just say nothing much.

Going for training from next week onwards as Keith just told me that next 2week's training is for the non IVP main 12 players. I'm going to train hard for U19! I herby would like to thank Keith very much! Thanks for all the encouragements!

I also want to Congrats our RP Volleyball GIRLS!! You all have made us proud!! Jia You!! :D

No School

2007-01-15T12:44:00.000+08:00

Toady is Rp's Open House, therefore no need to go school! haha~ Many of my frirnds already kb me say its been ages since I blog! hahaha~ Sorry guys! :D

My grades are really bad due to ponning of lessons, only left with 4 weeks to save myself from retaking first year! OMG! I just don't know why that I just can't find motivation to go school, but I really have to have my priorities right! WAKE ME UP INSIDE!!

Many people saw my testimonial from Keith which he encourage me in going volleyball training, and ask me what happened. haha~ thanx for your concern guys! :D Nothing much actually. What's done cannot be undone so focus in the future path! :D

I have been waiting for the SUN to come out!! BUT!! It just won't come out!
Rain rain go away, come again another day!! haha~ the gloomy weather really spoils my mood~ I want to go SUNTAN!! ARGH~

Iswan went to NS already and he told me that they have to turn in by 10.30pm and wake up at 5.30am!! OMG~ But what to do? sigh~

Yesterday went Prata House @ Upper Thomson with Shu Hui, I think she was a lil High yesterday. Haha~ She is like acting a little wierd, not as normal as some other days~ haha~ but whatever la. haha~

Last but not least, SUN pls come out!!! haha~ may be going Sentosa tml~ :D

Realised all~

2006-12-06T13:08:00.000+08:00

This few days my really so bored, no sun means can't tan and friends not free means can't go gym. This Monday went to gym with Adam, Queen and Wei Cong ps~ lol didn't blame you all, don't worry. Haha~

Today supose to go sentosa with Shu Hui, in the end also got ps. We agreed to go beach before her EX or BF tell her to promise her not to go again, her EX or BF also make her promise that she will not meet me till 10th Dec. What is this?! If you both really like each other then what for set such a time line? He isn't a nice guy at all, guys who use HARSH WORDS during the verge of breaking up, you'll know how NICE this guy can be. WORST~ Keep telling her that she'll regret after breaking up with him! OMG~ Really can't stand to hear such a thing come out from his mouth! What's so great about YOU that other guys can't do it?! It's not like YOU have got SO much money and Shu Hui is not those girls whom go for money btw~ WAKE UP LA!!!

Now come to my own life. I really see the wrong person to be with previously. Until Suhandy show me his Inbox Msg, they are flooded with Regina's msgs~ I really didn't expect them to get together. Things that made me disappointed: 1st, She agreed to let Suhandy go her house in the morning when her house got NOBODY and THEY WERE NOT TOGETHER YET. My own opinion is that she is making herself cheap, haven't get together then are able to enter her house and room. WELL~ you can ask "what's wrong entering her room?". BUT! There was nobody in her house then, can you PLEASE tell me WHAT is most likely to HAPPEN? sigh~

Suhandy told Regina that he will find me and make things clear, just to make sure that I don't like Regina anymore and to let me know that he and Regina may get together. Then, in the msg she replied something like "if gary going to punch you that time you must move away ok?". I HERBY TELL ALL OF YOU!!! ME, GARY NG, IS NOT A VIOLENT PERSON OK!!! When I saw this msg I really got HERATBROKEN and I don't know what to say, I tears was almost rolling out. I didn't know that ME, GARY NG, have such a VIOLENT impression on YOU, REGINA TEO!! I really got nothing to say.

During the period when I was woo-ing Regina, many people already tried to stop me, but love is blind. When we broke up, I didn't SAY anyhting HARSH to her. She still have a good impression in me after broke up, but not after I saw the msg Suhandy showed me. After I saw that, I totally gave up and moved on.

To Regina: I'm sorry if you think that I wasn't a good boyfriend when we were still together, I just want you to realise that the world isn't that simple as how your family members are treating you. The world out there is cruel, nobody will say nice things about you or to you when you isn't nice actually. The only way is to improve yourself for the better. Not that you have to change yourself for others and live for others, but by improving yourself, you will make more friends than enemy. Hope you will be really happy being with Suhandy.

Just hope they both will be happy being together.

What a day with the AUNTIES

2006-11-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

God~ What had happened to all the AUNTIES around me?! Yesterday went for breakfast with Shu Hui at Causeway Point's Mac, the AUNTY who served us SUCKs. We ordered TWO Student breakfast, she say need to present TWO student EZ-link. WHAT THE HELL!! This is the first time I encounter this thing yeah~ So stingy la that AUNTY! Shu Hui don't have her EZ-link card with her due to some problem, but she was wearing REPUBLIC volleyball jersey, isn't that OBVIOUS she is from REPUBLIC POLY?? Haha~ AUNTY AUNTY~~

NOw this is another AUNTY. During our 2nd breakout, we went to House of Lobster in RP to eat, again me n Shu Hui encounter another AUNTY! I order seafood Hor Fun + Beehoon, I guess MOST of us eat this before (sorry if you don't, go and try it out yourself then). I've waited very long, Shui Hui's Seafood Hor Fun came and only mine hasn't. After a LONG wait, my food arrived!! YES!! Finally!! BUT!! ... They got me the wrong one! they served Fried Beehoon! OMG!! I was very fed-up. I tell them what i said to the AUNTY, then they went to tell the chef again. After some time, my food was here again! YES!! Finally!! BUT!! They got me a "Danghoon" + Beehoon (looks like beehoon but its transparent, again IF you don't know what it is, go find out yourself. Haha. WHAT THE ****!!! I ask the AUNTY what that AUNTY who worte my order write actually, then she say Beehoon + Hor Fun, then she say cannot mix, then I tell her if can't mix should just tell me! She took my order so i expect them to do it! Normal Seafood stall we eat at Coffee shop they do why they as a restaurant don't do it?! And still dare to call themselves a RESTAURANT with such a poor service! I really can't stand it I just tell the AUNTY who served me that I got no more time to wait and she agreed to refund me the money.

What a day with all these AUNTY~

2006-11-23T15:16:00.000+08:00

Today is my 2nd day of schooly after my long self declared break. haha~ Same group as Shawn (the Brother Bear), Dravyn and Xiang An (the Smoker), it was FUN ! Luckily Xiang An's Smoking skill is highly enough but still doesn't save us much at the end. haha~

Ltr going to work, I really like this job and really enjoy working there, therefore I'm able to work as long as I have the free time. WHY i say so? My mum always scold me for not wanting to work to earn money for my own extra expenses, but now that I'm working here, I'll work as long as my schedule allow me.

Have been really doing Push-ups and dumb bells at home Everyday ! I can't afford to skip a day of work out at home as these can maintain my muscle when not goin gym, hopefully with my gym kaki, I'm able to go gym Twice a week. :D

Yesterday was trying the Tank Top in work place, Damn It ! i think i should wear "S" size la, but what I've bought the 2 Tank Tops are "M" size. Size "S" is like JUST NICE fitting, but i scared I can't wear it for long as I'll still be going gym to build and "S" is like really just nice fitting. HOW ? ? Please Help Me ! !

Where is my SunShine?

2006-11-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

Yeah~ Went to tan again today early in the morning. I think I must really really set my priorities right as what Jill said. I haven't been going school for many days already ! What happened to me ?! Sigh~

Tml got Sci UT !! Hopefully can make it~

Working from Wed-Sun, hope everything is fine~

Where is my SunShine ?

Gym

2006-11-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

Shiok~ Just went to gym with Adam and Queen (NUM friend). Finally can find some people who want to go gym to gym together ! Big Muscles ! haha~

I won't build too big la, but proportionately good looking can already. :D Today didn't manage to tan, sianz 1/2. I want to look good during Zouk Out Party ! ! Yeah man ! haha~ Hopefully NUM gang will be going so that we no need to pay !! Boss will pay I think. wahaha~ *sounds so cheapo*

If any of my Sec Sch friend is looking at my blog ! I want a Charlet for gathering ! haha~ Holiday is Coming ! RaHHH~ haha~ ENJOY ! !

Where is my SunShine?

Fun n Tired

2006-11-20T11:46:00.000+08:00

Working full time shift for the past 2 days !! its fun as I gotta work in the Ladies section !! wahaha~ PRETTY gals !!opPs~ :D I wanna gain more experience and get 6/hr asap !! :D

The boss ta bao food for us like the food no need money sia. As if we are Body Builder !! I dun wanna get Fat !! SO ! have to go gym alrdy~

omg !! got sun now~ going to tan later~ haha~

-Out to tan-

Where is my SunShine ?

The Prestige

2006-11-16T08:29:00.000+08:00

OMG~ sorry guys for not updating my blog for SO LONG~ haha~ I got SO many things to update.

I finally get to work in NUM ! Haha~ It is my ideal job, finally I can wear normal Top and Tank Top to work with bems AND Slippers ! Wahaha~ Have been going for "on job training" for the past 2 days, having Product knowledge training. Damn, there are really SO many things to learn. I don't even study for my test la ! BUT HERE I AM STUDYING ABOUT THE PRODUCTS YOU KNOW ?! Haha~ What the boss said kind of scary. He got really high expectation on us but still working there can be fun too, what he said just doesn't look as what we normally go NUM shop and see like they are so free and easy. It is a business after all. :D

The boss are really generous, all of us got 1 pair of Havaianas slippers, 3 tops and 1 bems from NUM. Where to find such kind of retail store who give you stuff even before you work for them ?! :D I am working on this Saturday and Sunday. PRAY HARD that I will not get posted at Heeren ! WHY i say so ? It is because... THE BOSS WILL BE AT HEEREN OUTLET EVERYDAY ! OMG ! haha~

Just hope that I will have a pleassant working days there. :D

I hate the weather for this few days ! Keep raining IF not then the sky will be like got CONSTIPATION like that, want to rain then didn't rain, GEK SAI is not good for health ya~ haha~ I want the SUN ! Guys ! Anyone want to plan a day all go BEACH !? haha~ I miss those days we all go beach together to play beachvolley and tan in secondary school times ! :D My fellow friends in Republic also, very long never go beach together already ! ESPECIALLY HUI HUI ! Now she got "tie" up by her bf already, can't go beach tan and all shit. Sigh~

Where is my SUNSHINE ?

Rain Rain Rain~

2006-11-11T14:28:00.000+08:00

OMG ! ! This few days like keep raining and I can't go tan ! Damn it ! Just when i wanted to tan the most. Boring saturday afternoon~

Step Up is very NICE !! Jenna Dewan is kinda sexy ! So are Channing Tatum, but too bad he's a "Bi". haha~ I've watch it with Vanz already but still wanna watch again ! When watching it, it will make you wanna dance with the them, it's a very nice show. I rate it 4/5. :D